I am typing this with
Feb 21, 2003 Uncategorized
I am typing this with one hand. That’s because my sick 2 yr old is sitting on my lap and he is so weak he will fall over if I don’t hold him up with my other hand. I so much want him not to be sick. If I could take it on myself and watch him run around again, I would. But he doesn’t know that. He just knows he feels like crap and he doesn’t know why. We have a language issue. I can’t tell him why he feels so bad and he can’t tell me about his hurts. In a feable manner he can point at the sink when he wants water or hold his tummy to tell me when it hurts. This is so much like me and God. I am so feable He has to hold me up sometimes. I can barely coomunicate to him and have a hard time understanding Him a lot of the time. But He loves me so much He has taken away my sickness. I wish I could do that for Ethan.
